mmmm pasta craving

i sooo wanna eat the pasta on my table right now, so much for trying tooo get rid of the sweet stuff out of my cupboards my sister sent my little one home with four cakes today that smelled gorgeous, and ive been craving food today very badly after not being able to drink anything after the dentist, as my filling needed to set. i'm topping up now hoping to take the hunger away.

day 6

the other side of ten stone this morning which i am very pleased about. stomach pains returned last night after taking the senokot. so ive decided to reduce it to one tablet at night instead of the two so the effects milder.
dentist today arrrggh....
my skins seems to be getting worse i dont know if its my system clearing itself out but i have spots in different places to normal on my face, i did try this new moisturizer yesterday though some sunkissed stuff.

friday

wow cant believe ive been doing this since monday and ive managed to exercise everyday. i found myself a little narcky this evening. culd be because i have dentist tomorrow, could be because i have alot to sort out and think about after my education interview. pre-school fee's i need to find aswell as othher stuff.
friday night is often baileys night for me but not tonight lemonade night it is.
ging to take my senokot again tnight as i havent been today..

productive day

well i have found a playgroup that has spaces at last ,have the form and just have to fill it in now. i will take it back monday and my little monkey can have a taster session.
so i will probably get her in for monday mornings, friday mornings be god for her.
today was hard at the playcentre not even being able to order a cup of tea. i sat sipping my lemonade with dirty looks as your not allowed to consume your own food. i still ordered the kids meal and kids drinks though so i suppose they couldnt say much, still made me paranoid though lol.
still feeling okay  a little tired again though. must be time for callentetics :-).

day 5

i woke up feeling fantastic this morning better than i have in years, i didnt just decide to do this diet to loose weight that is an added bonus. i wanted t cleanse my system in many ways. i have suffered from depression since a child. ocd, self halming. etc lets face it i know about how it feels to be that way. since having my daughter things have improved dramatically i call her my little miracle. but i still felt like crap most days especially as i piled on the weight craving sweet stuff due to my medication (queitiapin).
one thing i did before this diet was switch to caffeine free tea abut 2 weeks before hand as withdrawels from caffiene and carbohydrates can give some people headaches on the original master cleanse diet. also sme people especially van halen had a bad reaction to the cayenne pepper drink. hence i dont do that either.
i have had no headaches and n reactions(touch wood) as yet. like any diet though you should always consult your doctor before starting. i didnt take my senokot last night and slept like a baby. was still happy on the scales this morning.

managed to get my excercise in and its only 16:45pm and again i feel more energetic than i did. thet say excercise gets the endorphins  going so i will definately keep up the excercise too after the 10 days is up.
i really need to stop biting my nails though.  i have an interview tomorrow, hope i get a good night sleep. i might nt take the laxatives tonight and just have the detox tea.

oh no

ive been filtered as spam, i dont even know what that means other than i was just relaying an honest account of my diet, people have video's all over youtube about it.
anyway its 3pm. i am a little tired today really going to have to push myself to do my excercise later. at least i'll have my soaps to  keep me occupied.  ive already drank 2 litres of juice today.  dont know if i'll manage another week  as at this minute i am very very tired and my stomach is making very loud noises and aching.
i have already started buying organic stuff as it better for my little one too. i brought some soya mince to experiment with too. pitty my cupboards are still full of junk but i'm sure i can palm it off. a cup of tea and pastry here, biscuit there when people come round. right off to create some food now for my diva.